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Pastor Bryan Lowe
I truly love Jesus, who saved me from destruction. I am His, completely and totally. I have deep issues, but these only enhance His love for me.
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Category Archives: delusions
Superglue and the Blood of Jesus
“For I will never leave you, or forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5 It’s funny, but it seems that our civilization claim to fame revolves around this grand idea of inventing good adhesives. Chemists and manufacturers have astutely given us wonderful glues and … Continue reading
Posted in accepting Christ, advice, believer, Bible promises, blood, blood of Jesus, delusions, difficulties, discipleship, encouragement, faith, faithfulness, Father God, following Jesus, God, grace, Jesus Christ, lessons learned,, life lessons, love, personal comments, promises, protection, rest in God, sealed, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, spiritual lessons, teaching, theology, transformation, understanding, wisdom
Tagged afflictions, Christ Jesus, christian, Cyanoacrylate, discipleship, faith, God, God's love, Jesus, love, personal comments, The Blood of Jesus, understanding, wisdom
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About Barnacles and Masks
‘THIS PEOPLE HONORS ME WITH THEIR LIPS , BUT THEIR HEART IS FAR AWAY FROM ME .” Matthew 15:8, NASB “Of all bad men, religious bad men are the worst.” C.S. Lewis This singular verse is set in a series of … Continue reading
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Tagged C.S. Lewis, Charles Spurgeon, discipleship, greek theaters, Holy Spirit, hypocrisy, Jesus, lies, masks, truth
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Mental Hospital Blues
I must tell the truth. I have been in a hospital for my mental illness. Actually seven times. And each time was bitter, but I learned something. They would take me of shoelaces, and belts, and fingernail clippers. Basically, I was stripped of … Continue reading
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Tagged afflictions, bipolar disorder, christian, Church, delusions, depression, discipleship, faith, God, Hospital, Hospitals and Asylums, humility, Jesus, Jesus Christ, lost causes, medications, Mental confusion, mental disorder, mental health, mental illness, personal comments, prayer, Psychiatric hospital, trials, understanding
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That Delusional Shore
I need to be honest and forthcoming. Life has been, let’s just say…interesting the last several weeks. I have been struggling a great deal with delusions and paranoia, two big issues that are part of my mental illness. Maybe I ‘over-think’ … Continue reading
Posted in believer, Bible promises, bipolar disorder, delusions, discipleship, Jesus Christ, paranoia, personal comments, Psalm study, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, spiritual lessons, understanding
Tagged Bible, bipolar disorder, delusions, discipleship, God, Holy Spirit, mental disorder, mental health, paranoia, Psalms






The Story of Kyrie Eleison and My Mental Breakdown
Ten years ago, I somehow connected with this song. I was terribly manic and I had found my way somehow from Alaska to Cambridge, England. It was there I wandered the streets talking to myself, lost and disoriented. I had … Continue reading →