A Clumsy Christian

Test shots using Canon MT-24 flash, 7/2/2010

I am very clumsy. I have no claims on gracefulness to speak of. I seem to bungle and bump my way through life (to the amazed hilarity of my guardian angel), I walk into walls and stub my toes regularly.

Things others do elegantly I do bumbling. I have no rhythm and no grace, bumping into things and lurching myself through life’s obstacle course.

A lazy fly just flew by. He’s headed for the window for the hundredth time. His unskilled attempts to fly through it are thwarted by the screen. I finally have pity, and open it up. He earned it.

Christians are probably the clumsiest people on the planet. It seems we’ve one foot in the kingdom of God, and the other in this world. This isn’t an easy place to be. We don’t do either very well. We stub our toes a lot.

Even in the Church grace can be a foreign concept to many of us. God’s grace especially. I sometimes wonder, do we really grasp the wonder of this we so blithely profess to know?

Like that fly we try so hard and see no real results. Grace seems to elude us as we make another stab at being obedient. Why does it have to be so hard? Why can’t I make it work?

I’m so awkward. I barely understand the kingdom of God. And I still can’t fly through “screens.”

And still God’s grace meets us.

“For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”

Romans 5:6-8, NASB

your brother, Bryan

 

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Author: Pastor Bryan Lowe

A repentant rascal with definite issues, but who is seeking to be authentic in his faith to Jesus Christ. An avid reader and a hopeful writer. Husband and father. A pastor and Bible teacher. A brain tumor survivor. Diagnosed with clinical depression, epilepsy, and now disabled. Enjoys life, such as it is, in Alaska.

3 thoughts on “A Clumsy Christian”

  1. Dear Brain,
    I lift up my hat to you :))
    I can see that you are a beautiful person that struggles very much.
    Being sick and all the other things you go through is Very hard, BUT how clumsy you can see yourself, you are such a blessing to me and surly for many other people.
    You take the time to write such beautiful things that lifts us up.
    You are an inspiration for me :))
    Through your tuff life, God is useing you to help others with mental illness!
    We of us do need help and comfort cause not knowing what is going on with us!Living so much guilt because we are a Christain and we are such in a mess in our mind , soul, and physique too!
    Well reading your posts and reading the comments of others , that they too struggle so much, tells me that I am not alone cause when our soul, mind is in deep pain with agony, we , (well me, ) I think that i am the only one in this world living this.This is because when it hurts to much, i can only see what is going on with me.
    Brain, may the Lord really bless you in every way.
    May the Lord’s face shine upon you and give you PEACE!
    I pray that the Lord my comfort you and heal you of all your sicknesses.
    Thank you for being there for us 😊
    Tina🌻

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