Concealed Wounds

Brennan Manning Quote

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Matthew 5:14-15, ESV

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control. 

Galatians 5:22-23

Overall, I think this Manning quote is a great observation. We, the torn and wounded often hide, secluding ourselves in the “Island of Misfit Toys.” (Got to love 60s TV.) We pretty much accept our lot as eccentric or even damaged merchandise. But exactly who has given us this label?

Perhaps our ‘self-imposed’ exile is more our doing than we would like to admit. Could it be that we imagine ‘slights’ and ‘affronts’ from others too easily? Somehow the ‘fruit of the Spirit’ is long-suffering, so why are we rattled by the ignorance of some? It seems to me that if I hide my light under a ‘bushel basket’ I am depriving the Church of a necessary gift.

This may come as a shock, but the Church doesn’t need more gifted people. But it does need broken people who understand ‘the giftedness of the flawed.” When we conceal, we diminish the Church by our absence. We can ostracize ourselves, through a self imposed shame– but the Church will suffer. We need to show them that everyone can be healed, even screwy ‘fruit-cakes’ like us.

I recently had the privilege of speaking to a class of Bible College students. My subject was decidedly not on being successful, but on being a failure. Whole courses are geared toward ministerial success– but where are the ones for failure? I think that it just might be as important, in the long run.

You will never erase your past. I have tried and it can’t be done. I have blitzed my brains on drugs and booze, but I still remember the people I’ve hurt. (And I pray for them.) There really isn’t a cure for the evil we have done. I believe in forgiveness. And I hold to the idea that are sins are never to be a subject of  guilty accusation–

“He will again have compassion on us; he will tread our iniquities underfoot. You will cast all our sins into the depths of the sea.”

Micah 7:19

Extracted from us, our iniquity is put in a very deep (and out of the way) place. But there are the memories of an unkind word, or a sad foolishness that we must learn to live with. There will be regrets, and consequences of a sin. It is enough to know that all is under the blood of Jesus. We are indeed forgiven.

We are now to live as forgiven sinners, yet precious in God’s eyes. We discover that although the Father has no favorites among His children, but He does have intimates. We are to live the rest of our lives for His glory, exploring that intimacy. We are now light, not ‘black holes.’

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Author: Pastor Bryan Lowe

A repentant rascal with definite issues, but who is seeking to be authentic in his faith to Jesus Christ. An avid reader and a hopeful writer. Husband and father. A pastor and Bible teacher. A brain tumor survivor. Diagnosed with clinical depression, epilepsy, and now disabled. Enjoys life, such as it is, in Alaska.

3 thoughts on “Concealed Wounds”

  1. Manning’s quote pretty much sums up the journey I’ve been on over the last two years, which will culminate in my memoir in which I do not try to hide the past, but rather reveal how God has used it to draw me closer to Him. We simply cannot hide our brokenness behind a facade of perfection, or worse yet behind real walls. avoiding those who need to know who God really is to us. Peace, Linda

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  2. You reach out to all who are in pain and you minister to all who have no one else to speak for them. You encourage all of us with mental illnesses, depression and other disorders that bring us so much pain each day. Your words are a healing balm and you are unique among Christian pastors. God is with you everyday. Thank you for reaching out to all of us. You bless me more that I can express. Thank you brother.

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