“You will keep in perfect peace
all who trust in you,
all whose thoughts are fixed on you!
4 Trust in the Lord always,
for the Lord God is the eternal Rock.”
Isaiah 26:3-4, NLT
Life is chock full of mysteries, so much is unknown. Early in my walk, over 40 years ago, I concluded that I would be able to acquire all the knowledge that I could ever want. I was on the short track, going up of course. It was a glorious thing, it took me some time to realize I was very ignorant of so much.
I think we need to work through this, for most it is a minor tweak. For others who still think that their life consists in how smart they can become, it is trouble. I believe that the Word of God, read and meditated on is an exceptional thing. “All scripture is God-breathed…” The Bible communicates truth, not facts.
As I age, I start to understand that things are much more enigmatic and unfathomable than I ever dreamed they would be. It is a step of faith to accept truth when their are still a lot of things that are still vague. Mike Mason wrote, “You say you have faith to be healed, but what about the faith to be sick?”
That is a penetrating question, indeed. “Why are some healed, and other are not? Why do I have eternal life, and my friend does not? Why should AIDS sweep through poor African villages when I live in a very comfortable suburb in the US?” I have many other questions like this, but I won’t bore you with them. (You probably have them too.) And there are thousands like this.
And I’m not making a whole lot of headway here. Reasons and facts are not there. Life becomes more mysterious and inscrutable. But there is a word we must know–it is the word “trust”. It is a faith that assists us through the landscape of impossible questions.
As a struggling, mentally ill Christian, many (even in my own church) create more questions for me. “Therapists, psychiatrists and daily medications are really good, but do you really need them?” or “Did God create in you the need for lithium and Zoloft?” and ” How can you follow Jesus when you have all of these depression issues?” And here is a humdinger, “Where is your joy?”
But it is precisely these issues that help me be a disciple. I’ve been slowly learning you see. And my weaknesses are becoming my strengths. They lead me to exercise my feeble faith. I trust in Jesus; my faith helps me trust. I find it interesting to note that the Book of Psalms for the most part, was written by “a broken believer” like David– a king and a rascal.
“People with their minds set on you,
you keep completely whole,
Steady on their feet,
because they keep at it and don’t quit.
Depend on God and keep at it
because in the Lord God you have a sure thing.”
Isaiah 26:3-4, The Message
These nebulous areas have only increased, but ironically my trust has only grown. I have more questions then ever before, but my faith in him only gets stronger. I suppose I will never, ever be a gleefully upbeat, cheery person. But I am learning “to trust and obey, there is no other way…” He himself has taken up the chore of teaching me to walk, again. Just one thing, keep trusting.
- Great Faith (devomom.wordpress.com)
- Would you Tear up someone’s Roof so Jesus can Heal Them? Mark 2:1-12 (crosbyp12003.wordpress.com)
- Faith: The Haemorrhaging Woman! (eteubom.wordpress.com)
- How to walk on water when you jump off the boat (prepareforthelamb.wordpress.com)