Feeding the ‘Beast’

I am by nature a rascal who cultivates pride, lust, anger and selfishness. I am inherently dishonest and can be very spiteful. There is NO WAY the beast within me can serve God. When I am acting my best I’m still a phony and a fraud! I believe I am not alone in this. Scripture reveals that if I am to be a realContinue reading “Feeding the ‘Beast’”

Psalm 13, Your Deliverance is Ready

Psalm 13, For the choir director: A psalm of David. Five Questions  1 “O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you look the other way? 2 How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul, with sorrow in my heart every day? How long will my enemy have the upper hand?”Continue reading “Psalm 13, Your Deliverance is Ready”

Fear and Loathing

“For you are all children of the light and of the day; we don’t belong to darkness and night.” 1 Thess. 5:5 A year before I received Christ as my Savior, I was hospitalized in a U.S. Army psychiatric ward.  My uniform was replaced with the distinctive attire of a mental patient.  Ironically, I’d been attached to theContinue reading “Fear and Loathing”

The Sheer Hopelessness of Mental Illness

This was written in March of 2012. Right or wrong, it was where I was at with my illness. I hope it will bless, and bring hope into that situation that seems very hopeless: “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted     and saves the crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18 Depression can feel hopeless. I’ve seemedContinue reading “The Sheer Hopelessness of Mental Illness”