Invoking His Presence is not enough. All we can really do seems to provoke Him rather than invoke Him. Much of what we do and say, isn’t any real approval of His incredible presence. But we only wish it so, just to achieve a certain religious sense.
There are many things that complicate things. We are sent forward, with obvious issues, with very little chance of a spiritual success. Sin really does maul us, and it seems we can ever remain clean and pure.
Could it be that we have a certain destiny that is waiting for us to show? It seems our “triggers” are set on a deep destruction. But, I’m curious. Could it be that we aren’t really open to His presence?
When we are open to Him, He walks in a direct way right into our desperate lives. He brings a lingering sense of kindness and truth. Our lives absorb this, and we will never, ever be the same. And it is His deep sincerity, that will bring this into a real experience.
I cannot realistically say a thing that will alter what is real and true. The issues you face are truly beyond my ability to diagnose, and even if I could, I couldn’t tell you. You are a very blessed person, and He will only advance what is real. I can only suggest that you open up to Him.
There is much beyond what you are experiencing and know. Stretch out and discover these things. Never be content with the “status quo”. You have been created for much more than this.
ybic, Bryan
Broken Believers 
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Pastor Bryan KNOWS!
He’s very worth a listen.
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