Jesus, looking at the man, loved him and said, “There is one more thing you need to do. Go and sell everything you have, and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come and follow me.” Mark 10:21
We must understand exactly how deeply that Jesus Christ loves us. There is no diminishment, no reluctance in how He He handles each of us. But in Mark 10 we see that there was a man whom Jesus picked out. He was special because of the special work that was being done in him.
This man in particular became the focus of His concentrated love. It drills into his heart with an intensity, a laser beam of happy holiness that penetrated and exploded inside. However– the love of Jesus wants this man to take things deeper. It’s funny but God loves us so much, that He refuses to leave us alone.
Obedience to Jesus becomes the step in which this man must take. He hears the words, and evaluates the next step for himself. Jesus tells him, that he must sell everything, and he must take every penny and give it to the poor. Perhaps you think there should be gradients in grace? But there are none. We must make the stand, alone.
He was very sad to hear Jesus say this, and he left sorrowfully, because he was rich. Mark 10:22
For me, there is a disconnect someplace. I think he was so close, and that he had a whole lot working for him. And he turns away, unable, or unwilling to do was Jesus had ordered. This young man was not far from the Kingdom of God– so close, and yet so far.
There was pain in his heart. But he knew what he was doing. The unique love that Jesus had for him should’ve acted as an anesthetic, and eased him through this pain of letting loose of his possessions, his credit, his wealth. The love of God must always take us to a place far beyond ourself.
It is necessary for us to know exactly how deeply Jesus loves us. That love is the only thing that will enable us to step out of our closest attachments. His love is necessary for us to accept the things that are closest to our hearts that we must sacrifice. Perhaps that is the word that sums all of this up–sacrifice. We must give up the things which are closest to us. Only this can touch us where we are most tenderest.