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Lost & Found: An Original Poem

Dear Bryan,

The Holy Spirit inspired me to write this poem. Please share it with your readers if you think it would help them. God is amazing.

God bless you,

Mary Ann Russell, (a reader)

Lost & Found

I used to think one bullet, would take the pain away.
Take care of all my problems. Save me from another day.

Yet it was a nail that saved me,when they nailed you to a tree.
Your grace & mercy changed my life, for all eternity.

Both betrayed by ones we loved, purposed in God’s great plan.
To get me on God’s path again, You, to take on the sins of man.

Confronted by enemies in the middle of the night,
You gave in gracefully while I had just begun to fight.

To fight the fight of faith,to lead others to You,
What the enemy meant for harm, gave me faith anew.

You deflected that single bullet, with love & hope abound.
I found a new reason for living. I will never be kept down.

I will raise your name in glory while picking up my cross.
My salvation is my victory & the devil’s loss.

~M. A. Russell

What I Must Have

Our lives can get quite complicated. This goes for our Christian walk as well. It seems what is simple is what is lacking, and we entertain a bedlam of confused priorities and misguided principles. It seems a wonder that we are still walking with Jesus at all. The clear wisdom of the first commandment is as true as it was when it was spoken:

“You must not have any other god but me.”

Exodus 20:3, NLT

Things go quickly awry when we violate this. We get lost in anxiety, worry, ego, and envy when we seek other things before we seek the Lord. The Church in Ephesus was a blessed church. Paul seems to set them apart in his dealings and pastoral care. The letter to the Ephesians is ‘the crown jewel’ of the entire New Testament. Revelation 2 are Jesus’ words to his special ones:

“I know all the things you do. I have seen your hard work and your patient endurance. I know you don’t tolerate evil people. You have examined the claims of those who say they are apostles but are not. You have discovered they are liars. ³You have patiently suffered for me without quitting.”

⁴“But I have this complaint against you. You don’t love me or each other as you did at first! ⁵Look how far you have fallen! Turn back to me and do the works you did at first. If you don’t repent, I will come and remove your lampstand from its place among the churches.”

Revelations 2:2-5

There were two sisters. Martha and Mary. Martha was the busy one, she busied herself with making a special dinner for Jesus. Mary, on the other hand, sat at Jesus’ feet and hung on every word. It so exasperated Martha that she brought her complaint to Jesus. (You can read this in Luke 10).

^”But the Lord said to her, “My dear Martha, you are worried and upset over all these details! ⁴²There is only one thing worth being concerned about. Mary has discovered it, and it will not be taken away from her.”

Luke 10:41

We do well if we keep this in our minds and our hearts.

The Joy of Cooking, (Christian Edition)

“So you see, faith by itself isn’t enough. Unless it produces good deeds, it is dead and useless.”

James 2:17

Recipes are good. I used to sit and read “The Joy of Cooking,” reading it like it was a literary novel. I was quite fond about the simple way it divided everything up. You had sections on Meats, and Desserts, and even Drinks. And every so often it would insert a cooking tip. Sometimes, I would start to smell that recipe I was thinking about.

I have never told anybody about this odd preference of reading material. The really funny part is, I’ve read how to poach an egg, but I have never done it. As a matter of fact, I don’t cook. Hardly ever. You see I have saturated myself in reading cookbooks, but that doesn’t make me a cook. Only cooking makes me a cook.

We keep getting it messed up. We seem to put the wrong stress on things. We attribute value to things that we shouldn’t. I happen to think that “faith” is a verb. I also think that reading the Bible should activate us, and not to educate us.

Often, I treat it like a cookbook. I read and read, voraciously mind you. But I don’t cook! I have never put a single recipe to the test. I have read about terrific “Eggs Benedict” on page 222, or the luscious sounding “Grandmas Tasty Cherry Pie” on page 651. But it’s only filed away somewhere in my mind; I have never moved beyond this point.

Being spiritual isn’t how much you know, but what you do.

I guess what I’m trying to say is this: we must realize that Scripture is first for our hearts, and not so much for our heads. Cookbooks are good, but when it all shakes out, are you actually and really, cooking? Or are you just reading?