The Treasure Hidden Inside the Church


As Christians, often our Church and our theology tell us that mental illness, depression, and bipolar disorder have no place in a believer’s life.

As a result, we end up hiding and sneaking  into sessions with our therapists, and direct the conversation to minimize our exposure to any direct questions. In one way, we are the new “lepers of the Church.”   But I would like to suggest to you that it is we who may be closest to the Kingdom of God.

From a certain viewpoint, it is easier for us to approach the Father– in our brokenness, humility, and lostness.  And yes we have needs– a sound mind, a healthy body and we know it. But we have no illusions of wellness– nothing can convince us that we are well.  We know we are not.  We know we are broken and only our loving creator can mend us.  

You should think and say that the Church needs us.  An Archbishop was given an ultimatum by the Huns who surrounded his cathedral. “You have 24 hours to bring your wealth to these steps”, the war-leader declared.   The next morning the Archbishop came out leading the poor, the blind, the lame, and the lunatics.  “Where is your treasure?  Why have you brought out these, people?”  The Archbishop said this, “These are the treasures of the Church, these who are weak are our valuables.  They make us rich.”

I’m afraid the the Western Church no longer sees its “treasures” or wealth like it should.  We have let the ‘government’ pick-up the burdens of health care.  We have tried to operate our churches like successful businesses and definitely have no room for the desperately weak. The mind-set is routine and predictable–that “they only take, and never give.”

But the handicapped have much to teach the Church.

We the weak are ‘sprinkled’ by the Lord into each local church (each church has one or two.)  We are not victims of our illness or addiction.  We admit we are the ones so broken that everyone has given up on us. But we have reached out, and touched the hem of His garment. “And in love’s service, only the wounded can serve.”

 My plea is directed to the local churches, and their leadership. You must decide what you are going to do with us, the handicapped. Will you accept us– and we are many? But we do admit and insist that we should not trivialized or diminished. We often have discovered grace in a way you haven’t, we have been loved in a way that you can only dream.

“It’s not about perfection; it’s about our intimacy with God, or our connection, our relationship with God. Once we get through that, once we realize that we can be imperfect, flawed, broken; those kinds of things are the ingredients of spirituality.”

–Mike Yaconelli



Author: Pastor Bryan Lowe

A repentant rascal with definite issues, but who is seeking to be authentic in his faith to Jesus Christ. An avid reader and a hopeful writer. Husband and father. A pastor and Bible teacher. A brain tumor survivor. Diagnosed with clinical depression, and now disabled. Enjoys life, such as it is, in Alask.a (Actually I have it pretty good.)

5 thoughts on “The Treasure Hidden Inside the Church”

  1. Thank you, Brother, for your courage to tell a truth so many believers so desperately need to hear.

    God bless you, Brother.

    God bless you.


  2. Hi Bryan, Yes the church does need us….. I remember when much of this happened as you started the teaching on Job….I read all the blogs and think this is needed, appreciated, overlooked for sure and will bring healing of hearts and minds to many. You can still be broken and struggle in your mind but realize what a tremendous blessing you are… “you are needed in the body” in all actuality the body at times acts like the church of laodecia and doesn’t know it’s naked and you my brother the “emperor’s new clothes” be humility… I know I prayed often to be humble and obediant but didn’t realize how much brokeness that would require :)

    You write consise, wise and insightfully, keep up the great work!

    ps- give Lynn our love too xo


    1. ‘My’ Church teaches that we’re all an important part of God’s family. We are encourages to go to therapy and for counselling and to use the sacraments regularly. We are encouraged to pray and our Pastors are their for us at our darkest hour. Depression is a physical illness, not dreamed up or encouraged because we’re away from God. It’s at our lowest that we need Our Father and his Church here on earth.
      If it’s spelled out differently at your church, find another church.


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