Nowhere Man

Meaninglessness

“The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.

Vanity of vanities, says the Preacher,
    vanity of vanities! All is vanity.”

Ecclesiastes 1:1-2

Sometimes it takes us a long time to learn what life is all about. Like a fish making the step to seeing the water, or the bird determining that air exists. Both fish and bird are in their element whether they have conscious awareness of these real things.

But we are different. We are driven to know why we exist, and how is it so. Some of us determine that there is nothing– a deep and compelling vacancy in our universe. Simply, there is no meaning to be found, anywhere. In October 1965, the Beatles recorded, “Nowhere Man” which captured the angst of that generation.

He’s a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

Doesn’t have a point of view
Knows not where he’s going to
Isn’t he a bit like you and me?

It’s funny, but we wrestle with the ‘spirit of this age’ as we are trying to learn the obvious. It seems that our most profound struggles have to do with what is real and what is true. We are compelled to find meaning somehow, and our frustration is often intensified by the passing of time.

Simply– we are running out of time, and we all know it. The dread we have is that we are wasting our lives. Every second that ticks by is irrevocably lost; wasted time is lost time. My generation has dealt with this in hedonistic ways. We often cover our lostness and anguish, with ‘sex, drugs, and rock-n-roll.’ Others go out and make as much money as they can, or seek power over others.

But our odd quest for meaning is often like putting a mere band-aid on a broken arm. It not remotely good enough. So much is clumsy and so ridiculous it begs the question, “Has the quest for the cure become just another way of self destruction.” Our hospitals and prisons are bursting, and our mental health industry is making billions of dollars.

But there are two keys that open every lock.
  1. There is a God.
  2. You are not Him.

You must start with a simple mental assent, then progress to faith in a very real God. We Christians believe Jesus Christ came and died for us, building a bridge to God. Since you really haven’t found meaning your way, won’t you try His?

“You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our hearts are restless until they rest in you.”

St. Augustine

“There is a God-shaped vacuum in the heart of every person, and it can never be filled by any created thing. It can only be filled by God, made known through Jesus Christ.”

– Blaise Pascal, Pensees

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Prostitutes

 

Someones’s daughter                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Prostitutes are in no danger of finding their present life so satisfactory that they cannot turn to God: the proud, the avaricious, the self-righteous, are in that danger.”                                                                                                                                                                                -C.S. Lewis

Pride is the motivating force behind Satan’s attacks on Christians. Pride is what makes Lucifer behave the way he does, it is what makes him evil.

Is it any wonder that God hates it so? Rather than growing in the image of God, we grow in the image of Satan. This is no small matter. Evil transforms us into something both sad and hideous.

Just in case you think you’re getting off scot-free we discover that there are companion sins to pride: greed and self-righteousness. (We can tack on others that are just as corrosive to the human soul.)

Do you feel you’re better than others? Does your ”gift’ tmake you special? Pride is what turns men into devils. Often we become the thing we hate. Especially when we aew “walking in the flesh.” Read Galatians 5:19-21.

I believe that a prostitute is closer to God and God’s Kingdom than the proud and the self-absorbed. Typically, a prostitute has no problem in seeing their sin.  They allow themself to be degraded and used every night. They are surrounded by the evilness of man.

“My people ask wooden idols for advice;
    they ask those sticks of wood to advise them!
Like prostitutes, they have chased after other gods
    and have left their own God.”

Hosea 4:12

ybic, Bryan

 

 

 

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“Fine, I’ll Do It Broken” Link

Fine, I’ll Do It Broken

“Fine, I’ll Do It Broken

If you want a woman torn apart inside, weeping at the drop of a pin, confused in her own identity, disqualified in every sense of a leader…you got it!

A great link to a special teaching by Cheryl Meakins. This will bless you.

Fine, I’ll Do It Broken

Taking Chances

 

OVER LACKLAND AIR FORCE BASE, Texas — Airmen from the 346th and 342nd Training Squadrons perform a high-altitude, low-opening parachute jump onto the base’s parade grounds below Feb. 21. The proficiency training exercise had combat controllers and pararescuemen exiting the aircraft at 9,500 feet, traveling at 130 knots, and landing on a precise target at the drop zone. (U.S. Air Force photo by Master Sgt. Lance S. Cheung)

I have observed something else under the sun. The fastest runner doesn’t always win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn’t always win the battle. The wise sometimes go hungry, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy. And those who are educated don’t always lead successful lives. It is all decided by chance, by being in the right place at the right time.

Ecclesiastes 9:11, NLT

Consider the following:
  • The verse tips us off to the unfair injuries and surprising twists that life gives us. The effort of a talented slave can give him precedence over a powerful king. This is indeed long anticipated news for those of us on the ‘margins’ of society.
  • Your life is not a series of random events; rather, God is sovereign. All things are shaped to do His will and carry out His holy  purposes.  He is very creatively working for you. We know that He loves us and we trust in this.
  • The logical is hardly a sure bet. Those with an ‘advanced sense of victory’ are often passed by the weak and ungifted. Talent is not proof of triumph. Your gifting doesn’t validate any success whatsoever.

 Just as you cannot understand the path of the wind or the mystery of a tiny baby growing in its mother’s womb, so you cannot understand the activity of God, who does all things.

Ecclesiastes 11:5, NLT

  • This verse wants to do something to the reader. It emphasizes God’s creative power, and it humbles both the greatest king and  the lowest slave.
  • None  of us cannot fathom the ‘effort of God.’  A summa cum laude with a doctorate in Biology still  can’t achieve in their lab the creation of a child.  They can’t read God’s blueprints.
  • I believe that this verse is evidence of the sacredness of life and our response. The Father knitted you in secret. You are special. The world system disagrees. It loathes you. This cannot be overstated.
  • Full understanding of God is not possible. He lavishes ‘portions’ of Himself to our hearts and then hides them from others.  This is how He conducts himself.  We dare not find fault with Him in this.
  • There is no ‘God app’ to download that explains the full essence of the Almighty. Enough said.

As a broken believer I discover that  God’s kindnesses are piled high all around me.  My mental illness, my ‘on-again, off-again’ discipleship are within His grace parameters (they’re endless, or so I’ve been told).

These verses invite me to boldly live my life as a redeemed believer. I can jump out into promises of God with passionate gusto, and find He has been waiting for me all the time.

Just some random thoughts, which I know are woefully incomplete.

I’m almost embarrassed by the general shabbiness of this post on this blog. My apologies. But it is what it is.