Category Archives: desperation

Battle Scars

It is a bad habit to try to teach without personal knowledge. We can preach, but we do not possess. This is one of the occupational hazards of those of us in our profession. It seems to carry a horrible curse … Continue reading

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Jesus Actively Helps Me

“So then, since we have a great High Priest who has entered heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we believe. 15 This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same … Continue reading

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English Pigeons

“I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.” Psalm 32:8 In April 2002, I was sitting in this cavernous waiting room at King’s Cross in London, England.  I was … Continue reading

Posted in advice, affliction, anxiety, battle, battle wounds, believer, bipolar disorder, birds, bruised mind, Bryan's comments, challenges, comfort, confusion, delusions, depression, despair, desperation, despondancy, devotional, difficulties, discipleship, encouragement, endurance, failure, faith, grace, Jesus Christ, kyrie eleison, lessons learned,, life lessons, lithium, loneliness, mania, manic, manic depression, medications, mental illness, mercy, ministry, oblivious, pathetic, personal comments, personal testimony, protection, Psychiatric Ward, schizophrenia, self-loathing, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, social withdrawl, spiritual lessons, tangled up, understanding | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Afflictions That Heal Us

Today I especially wanted to share a message the David Wilkerson shared on his blog a few years ago.  It is probably one of the better messages I’ve read in quite awhile on the issue of pain and affliction in … Continue reading

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Brokenness, Depression and Brennan Manning

I’ve put together a collection of quotes by my favorite author, Brennan Manning.  I have found that when he writes, he penetrates.  What he writes goes deep into the soul of this ex-junkie, loser, and mentally ill person—he tells me … Continue reading

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On Being Tied to the Mast

  “The heart is but a small vessel; and yet dragons and lions are there, and there poisonous creatures and all the treasures of wickedness; rough, uneven paths are there, and gaping chasms. There likewise is God, there are the angels, … Continue reading

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Little Sin, Little Love— Much Sin, Much Love

 “Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven—for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little.”   Luke 7:47  I have been a disciple of Jesus for almost 35 years.  But it seems that I really … Continue reading

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