Category Archives: shame

Dancing With Bruises

Bruises seem to be part of life’s package to us. Some will be serious, most minor. But each are noted, and some will just have to be endured. Dancers are some of the most wonderful people I know. Their gracefulness can … Continue reading

Posted in anxiety, bad doctrine, battle, battle wounds, believer, Bible, bipolar disorder, blood of Jesus, brokenness, brothers, bruised mind, challenges, compassion, creativity, dance, delusions, dementia, depression, despair, desperation, despondancy, difficulties, discernment, disease, distinctiveness, dual disorders, encouragement, endurance, eternal life, failure, faith, following Jesus, forgiveness, friends, gifts, grace, handicapped, heaven, impulsive, kyrie eleison, lessons learned,, life, life lessons, lost causes, love, manic depression, medications, mental illness, mercy, mood swings, moods, pain, paranoia, personal comments, prayer, promises, Psychiatric Ward, quite useful,, SAD, sadness, Satan, scars, self-pity, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, sickness, sin, spiritual lessons, spiritual warfare, stigma, suffering, tangled up, transparency, trust, understanding, wisdom, worship | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Drowning in Despair

  “For we do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, of our trouble which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life.”    2 Corinthians 1:8 “…we … Continue reading

Posted in affliction, an intense love, attacked, battle wounds, believer, Bible promises, bipolar disorder, bitterness, broken believers, bruised mind, Bryan's comments, challenges, confusion, crisis, depression, derailment, despair, desperation, despondancy, devotional, difficulties, discipleship, encouragement, endurance, grace, guilt, Jesus Christ, kyrie eleison, lessons learned,, life lessons, lost causes, mental illness, mood swings, moods, personal comments, rascals and strugglers, rest in God, sadness, self-deception, self-loathing, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, spiritual lessons, spiritual warfare, suicide, Thomas Merton, understanding, unreality, weakness, wisdom | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Quarantined, for His Purposes

  Quarantines are a real possibility, even in this day. A quarantine is imposed when disease is contagious enough that it would harm a society: Measles, Smallpox, and the recent Ebola Virus  are just a few physical diseases where strict … Continue reading

Posted in a holy shelter, abiding, advice, an intense love, availability, backslidden, battle, believer, Bible, body life, brokenness, Bryan's comments, christlikeness, church life, complete surrender, confidence, conflict, confusion, contrite heart, crushing, desperation, devotional, difficulties, discipleship, doubt, encouragement, endurance, eternal life, failure, faith, Father God, fear, fellowship of the saints, first-love, forgiving sin, God, God's dealings, gold, grace, handicapped, impulsiveness, infilling, intimacy, isolation, Jesus Christ, joy, kindness, kyrie eleison, leprosy, lessons learned,, life, life lessons, lost causes, love, meaning, mental health, ministry, obedience, patience, personal comments, presence of God, prodigal son, prophetic understanding, purpose, ragamuffins, self hatred, self-deception, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, shepherd, sin, social withdrawl, sons and daughters, special, spiritual lessons, spiritual warfare, steadfastness, struggle, teaching, transformation, transparency, trials, trust, understanding, Very helpful, watching and waiting, will of God, wisdom | 1 Comment

On Being Loved

9 “The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?” Jeremiah 17:9 7 For the sinful nature is always hostile to God. It never did obey God’s laws, and it never will. 8 That’s … Continue reading

Posted in abiding, advice, an intense love, battle wounds, believer, Bible promises, blood of Jesus, brokenness, Bryan's comments, change, comfort, compassion, complete surrender, contrite heart, correction, decisions, desperation, devotional, difficulties, discipleship, distinctiveness, encouragement, endurance, eternal life, evil, faith, Father God, first-love, following Jesus, forgiving sin, giving, God, God's acceptance, God's dealings, goodness, grace, guidance, heart knowledge, helpful, intensity, intimacy, Jesus Christ, justification, kindness, kingdom of God, lessons learned,, life, life lessons, light vs. darkness, lordship, love, meaning, mercy, my limitations, obedience, personal comments, pleasing God, presence of God, promises, purpose, quite useful,, ragamuffins, rascals and strugglers, rest in God, sanctification, secure, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, sin, special verses, spiritual lessons, spiritual thirst, spiritual warfare, struggle, teaching, the ascended life, thoughtful and aware, transformation, trials, trust, unconditional love, understanding, Very helpful, weakness, will of God, Word, zeal | 1 Comment

Getting Past Your Past

“For the kind of sorrow God wants us to experience leads us away from sin and results in salvation. There’s no regret for that kind of sorrow. But worldly sorrow, which lacks repentance, results in spiritual death.”  2 Corinthians 7:10, … Continue reading

Posted in believer, broken believers, depression, despair, devotional, difficulties, discipleship, encouragement, failure, grace, guilt, Jesus Christ, lyrics, mental health, mental illness, past, personal comments, ragamuffins, rascals and strugglers, rashness, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, spiritual lessons, understanding, Very helpful | Tagged , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Bridges to Burn

As a rambunctious kid I’d be told by my mom, “This is going on your permanent record!” At the time I didn’t know what that was, but it sounded really scary. I remember debating myself of whether or not such … Continue reading

Posted in believer, devotional, discipleship, following Jesus, forgiveness, forgiving sin, grace, Jesus Christ, lessons learned,, life lessons, pain, past, personal comments, presence of God, reality, repentance, scars, self hatred, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, spiritual lessons, strength, thoughtful and aware, trust, truth, understanding, Very helpful | 1 Comment

Little Sin, Little Love— Much Sin, Much Love

 “Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven—for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little.”   Luke 7:47  I have been a disciple of Jesus for almost 35 years.  But it seems that I really … Continue reading

Posted in 2:00 a.m., alcohol and drug abuse, backslidden, battle, believer, Bible promises, brokenness, Bryan's comments, church life, complete surrender, desperation, devotional, discernment, discipleship, encouragement, endurance, eternal life, faith, following Jesus, forgiveness, goodness, grace, idealistic, Jesus Christ, kingdom of God, kyrie eleison, life lessons, lost causes, love, mental illness, ministry, misjudging Jesus, missions, obedience, personal comments, personal testimony, pleasing God, rascals and strugglers, repentance, rest in God, scars, Serving Mentally Ill Christians, shame, spiritual lessons, spiritual thirst, struggle, truth, understanding, wisdom | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments