“Come, let’s worship him and bow down. Let’s kneel before the Lord who made us.”
Ps. 95:6, NCV
We come directly to Him, with so many deep and ugly flaws. We step toward Him, having lost every confidence, but yet there is an assurance that we have arrived at something far beyond ourselves.
Mental illness destroys confidence. In our most lucid and aware moments, we discover that we are completely disarranged. We stumble and fumble through many things which are easy for others. But they are intensely difficult for us. My distinct paranoia has ruined many possible relationships. I end up fouling many possible friendships to my loss.
We gravitate toward this place where we can only bow. There are so many, far too many loose ends. So much is unsure and I’m totally unready for this. And yet, we have a nagging thought that we just might shatter these issues that hold us. And maybe even break into a profound awareness of Light. Sometimes we can only bow without saying a word.
We must readily admit that we can only bow.
Nothing can be brought in, or considered as a provision or an enhancement to our credit. All of us are beggars and losers in His sight. We simply can’t generate anything that just might make us acceptable in His eyes. The only thing acceptable is the blood of Jesus on the cross.
Everyone who truly kneels is brought to this place. We are undone, completely. In the light of His deep grace, we have been dismantled and rendered inoperative. We must step out of our ruins, and leave them in a pile. Sweet grace will save us, in fact, it is the only thing that can.
“We believe that we are all saved the same way, by the undeserved grace of the Lord Jesus.” Acts 15:11